Agh
I really really want to write right now. QQ I read some old RPs that I did with my friend Matt (and others) and realized just how much I miss writing and how I should get back to it.. I just dunno what to write. I really wanna use my favourite OC, Kyleigh, but I also sorta want it to be romance-y.. a-and Kyleigh has a boyfriend, but I can't write using that character 'cause it's Matt's character and I couldn't even begin to write as that character as wonderfully as Matt can. I could make her a new love interest, I guess..

Holy fuck, now that I think about it.. I really miss them. I haven't spoken to Zane in like, forever. I've been speaking to SM and Luke every now and then, and I added Amador back on facebook, same with Lucy.. holy fuck, I'm getting all sad here. I hate this. Why did I drift away from them? Words can't describe how like.. how much I miss them. Zane hasn't been online in a long time. I should talk to him. I could be all like "DUDE I MISS YOU SO FUCKING MUCH" and stuff. He was sorta like a brother to me, y'know? He was the most bro bro to ever exist. More bro then anybody I've met in my entire life. I remember when we used to all RP over MSN and have like, a clusterfuck of characters from a bunch of different anime and videogames and lots of OCs.. I remember I was always all teh girls, hahah. I was the only girl who RP'd with them. We'd stay up until like 2 in the morning and have this fuckin' awesome fight scenes in space and shit like that. It was amazing. So amazing.

I miss my old friends. I don't give a fuck if they live in New York, I wanna talk to them again.